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Chandler "Stew" Stewart
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2004-05 Outbound to Japan
Date of Birth: September 15, 1987
Hometown: Gainesville,
Florida
School: Buchholz High School
Sponsor: Gainesville Rotary Club, District 6970, Florida USA
Host: Takaoka-Manyo Rotary
Club, District 2610, Japan
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Bio
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September 21 Journal - "I will say
that my host family is the nicest family on earth. They are always willing
to help me with whatever I need." |
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November 19 Journal - "Now, as I'm
trying to kick life back into my toes, already wrapped in a pair of socks
each, I realize how much I'm going to miss this freezing when it's gone." |
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January 11 Journal - "We all sat
there, staring out into the world that had just vanished around us, to our
own futures and pasts and how we will all survive this parting of
friends." |
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January 30 Journal - "I didn't have a
small towel tied around my neck... for what reason this serves, I have no idea,
but the guy who was standing about 3 people away from me looked DASHING in it." |
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February 14 Journal - "Woke up in the
hotel room, dressed in the hotel's yukata, both of my wrists wrapped up in
ace bandages with a note on both of them saying 'touch don't'. Yes, touch
don't." |
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March 22 Journal - "I get inside, go
into the living-room, and do something that quite possibly hasn't been
done in that house in over a hundred years. I performed a Zei-Bow." |
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May 10 Journal - "Off into the unknown
world of speaking to a person from France who has almost no English
experience, and doing it all in Japanese! Whoo, fun times." |
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Chandler's
Bio
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Chandler Stewart, age 16, currently resides in
Gainesville, Florida with his mother where he attends Buchholz High
School. He doesn't seem to excel in any particular subject, but his
Favorites are Math, Sociology, and Communications Technology.
Chandler, who prefers to be called by some form of his last name, is
deeply involved in the Musical Society where he's been playing music
for over 8 years. He's a bassist as well as a guitarist. His musical
"talent" goes into the Alachua County Youth Orchestra that he's
attended for 2 years over at the University of Florida.
Chandler's spare time, what little he has, is
spent either discussing the philosophical aspects of Japanese anime
with his friends, or lounging by the rain, usually drawing or
reading. His favorite types of music include Jazz, Japanese Rock,
any form of Classical and almost everything he can either sing or
play to. As a side note, he doesn't consider "rap" to be music as it
has no beat and no substantial ideas behind it.
Chandler spent nearly half his life in Colorado
Springs, Colorado. He moved there when he was only 5 and returned 10
years later to Florida. He loved his time in Colorado Springs and is
quite fluent in the ways of Snowboarding, Mountain Biking and Rock
Climbing. He still keeps in touch with his friends and visits them
regularly.
Chandler is extremely excited at having such an
amazing chance to see a culture as inspiring as this one. He also
cannot wait to apply his life, music and all, into that society and
hopefully progress in his quest for the best life for him.
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September 21 Journal
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Hey hey! It's been about a month (actually, it's dead on a
month since I left), and I figured I would send in a brief journal entry.
I don't know where exactly I should begin with all of this, so I guess I
will try to say whatever comes to mind. Tomorrow is the school festival,
where I have 3 projects that I have completed in it. The festival at my
school isn't anything close to what Morgan's is. We just make a whole
bunch of posters and walk around the school all day, reading the posters
and looking at the calligraphy that the students did. Actually, my year
isn't anything close to how Morgan is describing hers.
My school is REALLY strict with how it holds the
students. What they don't enforce with rules, they enforce with massive
waves of persuasion. All the kids study, everyday for hours on end. I
haven't had a chance to meet anyone really, because they are all SO busy.
Plus, all the kids are pretty boring. They just sit in class and study.
Even during lunch and such, they just study, study, study. Friendships
seem few and far between and even conversations are kept minimal. Things
can be rather depressing at that particular facility. Not to mention that
eleven hours of school (which means studying kanji and Japanese for about
8 hours and sleeping for the other 3) is just NOT TOO appealing. No one in
my school except for the other exchange student and the 2 A.L.T.s
(Alternate Language Teachers) speak English well enough for a
conversation, so I am more or less just left to my own devices. Help is
very minimal here, and they just don't seem to care too much about what I
do. I actually left school today right after lunch (I asked permission
from my homeroom teacher first) and NO ONE even TRIED to stop me. I really
feel like no one is too excited about the little burdens I am
involuntarily putting on them. Thank God for my Japanese Tutor. She is
SOOO nice. She helps me all the time with sayings that I need. Basically,
the way things go is I write down everything that I want to say to
someone, mostly just one sentence frames, and then she helps me translate
them. Because of her, I am learning Japanese, slowly but surely. After she
helps me translate, we start our 2:30 hour lesson. It's really useful, but
still slow going. Other than that, school's just a fun little kick in the
pants.
I will say that my host family is the nicest family on
earth. They are always willing to help me with whatever I need. They also
aren't too worried about me, so I get a chance to actually explore the
city and such. My H.F. consists of Mom (okaasan), Dad (otoosan), sister (Yoshie),
Grandma (obaachan), and dog (Korochan). All of them are really fun in
their own way, though my host father works a lot. When we are all home, it
always seems like we are laughing and generally having a good time. I
truly do like the family I'm with, and really don't feel like changing too
soon.
My city is a fairly large city for a Japanese city
(imagine 5 Gainesvilles put together). It doesn't have a TON to do, but I
usually have a great time going bowling with Yoshie and her friends, going
to the Book store, or just casually riding my bike around town for hours
on end. So far though, I haven't had much time to do such a thing because
it's too late at night by the time I get home and all my weekends are
booked until sometime in November. Rotary is always making sure I have a
busy weekend. So far, I have been sailing, to a public bath and spa (which
was SOOO cool!! It was like a miniature Water World, with water slides and
everything!!) I had a great time. They did a Japanese barbecue which
tasted AWESOME and we all ended up having a very enjoyable time. Actually,
the only thing I didn't like was I got to meet my last host family, which
is a very old man who kept falling asleep while people were talking to
him....I don't know, but I think I might try to have a change in plans.
We'll see.
My trip to school is a pretty exhausting one. It takes
an hour to get school from my front door, including a 15 minute bike ride,
15 minute walk and a 30 minute train ride. It's fun though, because I
usually see someone from my class and I try to speak to them (though they
are often too shy to reply).
I think that would be about it. My exchange time so far
is all ups and downs, without too many free minutes (thus why it takes me
so long to write). OH!! I did find one thing though that blows my mind to
no end. In Japan, there is this crazy little thing called a Rice Ball.
Most people know what they are, but few know about the amazing little
fruit that they often put inside it. This is called a Japanese Plum, and
it has the equivalent sourness of putting 40 Lemon Warheads in your mouth
and then taping your mouth shut. Oh my, I LOVE IT!!! Its soooo good.
Oishii!! Right, that's it for me. Hope everyone is having a great time on
their exchanges as well!!! (If you want to see photos of some of the
things I've done and places I've been, go to
http://public.fotki.com/Johnnyandgir/ . MATTA NE!!!!
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November 19 Journal
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There's absolutely nothing happening right now. My school is more
or less dead silent, other than the tapping of my keyboard and of the
construction happening far off in the distance. Remote, muted and completely
dead, this school reminds me more of the creepiness of walking down the halls of
BHS when testing is in session. ::shivers:: So I stay to my little domains, one
being slightly warmer and more cozy due to all the books and the 2 computers,
the other being a place of rather foreign studies. A place to take your mind off
your life and back into your studies. I go there when I need to concentrate. I
use these domains for my interests and have even personalized them to make it
more comfy. A picture sits in the upper library, which in reference is the
foreign study zone, of my friend, Miguel who is another exchange student from
Germany, Ibata sensei, who is my Japanese teacher and favorite adult friend in
America, and myself. The picture is of Ibata sensei and I studying the forms in
Japanese and Miguel half-sleeping, half-playing my gameboy. The picture, though
the school system doesn't approve of it, reminds me every time that I see it
there's always a little bit of home in every country. It's finding it that's the
hard part.
Life goes on in this now sub-artic land of western coast
Japan. I sit in my other, more cozy room, shivering and clinching my fists,
ever cursing this abominable seifuku (school uniform). Japan has frozen
over, minus the snow and deadly shape of trees. Though some leaves still
cling to the branches for dear life, most lie, defeated, at my feet as I
casually stroll for fifteen minutes to my school from the train station.
Now, as I'm trying to kick life back into my toes, already wrapped in a pair
of socks each, I realize how much I'm going to miss this freezing when it's
gone. Needless to say, thinking that doesn't make me any warmer.
I've changed host families. Some would call it
down-sizing, I call it renovating with a bad shaped ruler. My previous room,
a large and quite spacious room, has now been updated to a very small,
uncomfortable, bare walled 2nd office. My host father, when there wasn't
enough room to carry out his work in his original office, would move into
here and sleep on the air mattress that I currently occupy. He would
practically lock himself in here to study up on whatever services he
provides. I'm intrigued by the fact that I still can't figure out what,
exactly, it is that he does. He seems to be a
constructor/engineer/plumber/life guard (minus the life guard part. That was
from his college years during summer break. He has a plaque for it though.)
My host mother, well, she's as much of a confusion as the host father. I
believe she works, but I can't be sure. She gets home around the same time
everyday but she never tells me what she does. Oh well, I can tell you what
she DOESN'T do....cook very well. We usually end up going to the Hokka Hokka
fast food bento place. It's not really fast food, because a lot of it is
REALLY good for you, but it still reminds me of walking into a dominoes
pizza shop.....only with manga in the magazine rack. The naughty stuff is on
the top rack. Weiiiiird.
I've met with the other exchange students several times
now and I have to admit...I don't like too many of them. Most can either be
snobby, stuck-up, or others are shallow, and overly-depressed. So fear not,
for I have little interaction with them, except for the occasional Rotary
member wanting to do his part in our exchange....by occasional I mean just
about every weekend.
I've suffered and still AM suffering through 2 colds, one
of which left me bed-ridden for nearly 3 schooldays... something previously
unheard of in Japan. My host mom was furious and actually DRAGGED me out of
bed when I couldn't talk to her and tell her my throat was swollen. That was
my first family, a very nice group of people. I miss living in their house
dearly. My current host family has more or less come to ignore me. Maybe.
Maybe it's just a very busy time for them, or something of that sort. I
won't complain until it's over.
Alright, well, life shall continue to go on as I try to
master the language of the Japanese people. I think I will bring a blanket
to school tomorrow and keep myself warm that way. I shiver at even the
thought of having just ONE heated room in which I can stay. Currently, the
only place that meets these standards is the cozy, OH so cozy train. I look
forward to going to school just for that one reason. My time has come, the
bell has rung, I hope I can make it to my next class on time...10 minute
passing periods are just NEVER enough. ::snickers::
Stewy |
January 11 Journal
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I just have to say this. This idea goes above all else, and will
definitely be forever on my mind. Karaoke, is, by far, the BEST place to say
good-bye to someone.
Yesterday, on the Jan. 10 2005, I met up with a total of
18 other people, some exchange students, some just random cool Japanese
people. Meeting up at roughly 9:30 am, at kana-eki, we all went shopping for
a good hour or so. Afterwards, we hit Kanazawa park......its real name I
forgot.....but we went there, and my GOD was it beautiful. With a half foot
of fresh, powdery snow, that park turned from a normal walk into a fantasy
trip through Winter wonderland. I'll be puttin up pics later, but, well,
pics can't even BEGIN to describe it. I'll probably go back and take a movie
of the whole thing. Anywayz, we walked throughout the park, taking a
devastating number of pictures and just generally being awestruck at such
natural beauty. This all came around to about 12:30 or so, and since we were
hungry, we started out towards the German bakery and Cote D'azur....<--karaoke.
After scrounging up a meal in Germany, we sailed away to Cote and digested
our foreign food into a matter of minutes. We then introduced ourselves, via
Karaoke Microphone, and then started up karaoke. A good hour into it or so,
more people dropped by and claimed a song or two, only to leave for a
hair-combing appointment.
Andrej, for those who don't know, is probably my best
friend here. He helped me laugh through a lotta hard times and helped keep
us all strong. I think of him more as a wise, older brother. Someone you
definitely wouldn't have problems calling Oniisama. His fluency in Japanese,
coupled with his strong will and determination to overcome any and ALL
challenges with a smile provided a great amount of warmth for us new
exchange students. He would definitely be a good companion on any trip. We
all loved him like family, and basically became a part of his family as much
as he became part of ours.. Yesterday was the last time I'll see him, quite
possibly forever.
Yesterday was Andrej's going away party. It was planned to
be a group of us just going to Karaoke, to sing and dance and generally make
fun little fools out of ourselves for a couple of hours. What really
happened was an event much more than just karaoke. It was something closer
to a truer realization of life.
We ended up staying at karaoke from 1 pm until about 6 or
so. For 5 hours, we poured our hearts, and our horrid Japanese skills, into
the microphones, hoping to come out with a melodic line. Andrej had no
problem with this, being the reincarnation of the not-yet-dead Hirai Ken.
Everything from Frank Sinatra to Bump of Chicken; Cutie Honey to Dir En
Grey; we sang it all. There was a dashing of every style known to music in
our facade of being the racial and genderly challenged group of Morning
Musume. Still, a sad decadence held over us, as we knew that our older
brother was about to leave us, for a long long time. The time finally came
when we had managed to use up all of our allowances, or what was left of
them, on singing and we had only a few more songs to go. Next on the list
was That's Amore by Dean Martin. A wonderful song, and tears started here.
Next came Saia, known for her exceedingly crazy style of dance and singing.
Last up though, was all of us. We knew it was the end, like anticipating the
explosion as u see the missile drop. Andrej grabbed the mic, punched in a
couple of numbers into the receiver to get his song and up popped something
I can never forget. Thank You by Dido flared through the speakers in the
classic MIDI style fashion of Karaoke. Andrej quietly asked us to all sing
with him......
The song was majestic. Effervescent in its tone, with 18
voices singing in sync to a song we all knew we forgot, Thank You was truly
the song of our evening. Whilst singing, I couldn't help but notice how
voices were coming and going, sniffling happening in the background as
people wiped the results of this sudden onslaught of tragic reality from
their eyes and forged on through the song. I will admit, my voice faded as
well, more often than not, as I was infected by this feeling of sadness.
Wiping the streaming tears from my eyes, I looked around the room, to see
everyone with a set of red cheeks, blushed ears and a wet line running down
the side of their faces. As the song slowly ended, we all sat there, staring
out into the world that had just vanished around us, to our own futures and
pasts and how we will all survive this parting of friends. Slowly, reality
rolled around, and ever so softly, through the mic, into the receptor and
through the speakers, into our ears and minds, the words of Andrej touched
our very cores. "Domo....Doumo Arigatou Gozai....Gozaimashita".
I've found that life can be explained through just about
everything in this world, though none as thoroughly as the sound of
someone's voice, more true than the words they speak, saying what it is that
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January 30 Journal
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I went to the Pillows Concert.... WHICH WAS AMAZING!!!! I got
there with about a half hour to spare, bought a new ticket (never found the old
one, though I'm sure it will come up again sometime soon) and ran around trying
to speak Japanese. No one wanted to speak to me though, cuz I didn't have a
small towel tied around my neck.... for what reason this serves, I have no idea,
but the guy who was standing about 3 people away from me looked DASHING in it.
Anywayz, so I bought the ticket, waited in line (I was the 23rd person in line....
I WAS THAT BORED WAITING TO GET IN THAT I JUST COUNTED THE WHOLE CROWD....) and
just generally acted like a dead zombie eating my second to last piece of
American' finest gum, the fruity one.... (I never remember the name).
SO, after
waiting in line for 15 minutes, they finally opened the automatically opening
doors MANUALLY and started letting people in. Dare I say it... I WAS EXCITED!
Walking up the stairs, staring at the posters on the wall, I quickly felt a
need to BUY RANDOM MEMORABILIA so I bought a hella awesome Pillows
T-shirt and a pair of lil keychain things for my cell phone and my mp3-player
holding case. Pretty cheap too, only 30 dollars. SO yeah, we all kinda shuffled
in, I shoved all my stuff into the corner of the room, on the tables designated
for such an action, and quickly found the best place in the WHOLE HOUSE.....
right in front of the center of the stage, 2 people back. It was BEAUTIFUL! I
could still see the whole stage without a problem but was still close enough to
to touch the main singer when he leans out into the crowd (this comes much
later).
So yeah, after we all shuffled in, and the people in the back stopped
moaning and griping over not being able to be up close, and the faint, yet
distinct sound of a Japanese version of Modest Mouse quietly faded from the
speakers, the lights grew quite dim, nearly black and we all started to
cheer...... of course, the actual band didn't come out, it was the tuner and
sound technician...... who then spent 10 minutes tuning the whole place up and
all that stuff. Life went on, the crazily dressed Japanese mohawk man, aka tuner
technician, quietly left the stage and who else would appear but..... some guy
from the news. He talked for a few minutes, someone threw their shoe at him and
told him to bring out the Pillows, and he quickly did as he was told. Music
started playing, someone sneaked out on to the drum set, started blasting out
some random beats, and then the party started! The guitarist and bassist came
out, started playing some riffs and generally just rocked the house in a nice
lil instrumental lead-up to the main singer's entrance. The main singer comes
out, TRIPS on a wire, falls into the speaker, the crowd goes WILD, yelling and
screaming, he gets up to the mic, screams that he's a retard (in Japanese of
course), grabs his guitar and starts MASSACRING IT. Twas beautiful, simply
EXTRAVAGANT!
The first song went off without a hitch, the main singer grinned
evilly and the crowd KNEW what was coming. Main singer winks in the general
direction of the crowd, and starts playing the best riff ever created, that of
"I think I can"!! The crowd, of course, FLIPS out, goes into a MANIC HYSTERIA OF
"AI SHINKU AI KAN!!!!" and the whole house explodes in a beautiful harmonic
world of music and life. Jumping, screaming, waving our arms, legs, hands,
elbows, any body part that CAN BE waved, the crowd exploded and we led the band
into one of the best shows that Kanazawa AZ hall will EVER know.
What made this
crowd so different from the others is that since the Pillows have been around
for 15 years, they weren't very mainstream and almost ALL of their concert-goers
are FLUENT in their lyrics. Therefore, there wasn't just 1 singer, there were
215 singers, all pulsing to the music, screaming the lyrics like we've all been
meaning to do in some vacant lot or field. This time, though, we were all packed
in together, screaming for the wide open spaces that life never seemed to
present us with, and we found ourselves in complete and utter bliss. We realized
that we WOULDN'T have had it any other way. Those wide open fields or vacant
lots can go suck an egg, we were gonna scream together. The song, unfortunately,
did have an ending in sight. We relaxed, realized that it was, indeed, several
degrees above what is healthy for a person to be in (around 105 or so, we were
BAKING) and we all then conceded to yell "Atsui!!!! ATSUI YO!!!" meaning "HOT!
IT'S FRIKEN HOT IN HERE!!!" So, Kanazawa Az Hall, being the splendid foundation
that is, turned OFF the heater and turned ON the air conditioner.
Still, as time
went on, the band taking a short breather and the main singer telling us about
how he bought a belt somewhere and made us all guess at how much it cost, the
heat did get to one of us and she fainted. What was so amazing though is that it
wasn't like an American concert, where she would faint and people just wouldn't
care. She fainted and about 5 of us helped carry her to the back, where some of
the Hall's workmen and technicians got a chair for her and let her sit next to
the sound tech and recover. They also brought her a glass of ice water. So nice!
The band waited for all of this to end, asked to have the air conditioning put
to a lower degree and jumped right into their set list.
Things went on for a
while, they played a couple of songs from their newest album, Good Dreams, which
I didn't know and then the singer got the fun wink going again. We knew
something was coming, we built the tension for it, and the band, being the oh so
generous people that they are, let us have the best song to ever escape the
confines of their heads. They played the theme song of the fans, called "Little
Busters". The crowd went into a full out frenzy! We went mad! Screaming,
pushing, shoving, yelling, jumping, EVERYTHING that could POSSIBLY occur to
someone THAT much in heat, happened. The singer barely even sang. The whole band
went flippin mad, running all over the stage, leaning out into the crowd while
playing solos (this is where being merely 2 people in front of the main singer
comes handy) and generally just reamed the place into a solid mass of flowing
joy and energy. The whole crowd was family, your best friend, your closest love,
whoever. We all became one entity, flowing in our own individual patterns to the
sounds, the OH SO AMAZING sounds, of the Pillows. Ecstasy could be no greater
than this flow was.
Before I knew it, the concert was over, the band had left
the stage with a final "Ja ne" and we, the crowd, dispersed into our own
sanctuaries, mine being the Starbucks and a very warm cup of Chai Latte right up
the street, while waiting the arrival of my 9:05 bus back to the station. The
rest of the night passed effortlessly, everything just one giant blur of
automatic motion. I ended up going home on the same train as a lot of other
concert goers and we all discussed how amazing and fun it was. Chewing slowly on
my chocolate banana mousse pocky, I watched the city of Kanazawa disappear and
found myself longing to stay with that crowd, continue to be part of the flow,
to become one with a complete group of strangers all over again. Regret took
over me for not staying longer, which made no sense as the concert had ended and
the crowd had just become a regular group of people, just with one more thing in
common than before. Eventually, I laughed at myself and thought about how much
fun I had. I'll make new brothers and sisters, be a part of a new flow, define
my own sanctity all over again, within a matter of months.
The rest of the train ride home, I thought about Hide and
wondered how much all of this would have been possible if not for his
influences in the Japanese rock world. |
February 14 Journal
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Man, Valentine's Day is a lonely lonely day for exchange students.
All I've done ALL day is just sit around, listening to my playlist labeled
"valentines day" in my MP3 player and study. Even the Japanese kids are having
more fun than me, and that just SUCKS. I miss being hugged. That's a big thing
about Valentine's Day. It's more or less the only day I can get people to give me
free hugs. Now I've withdrawn to just kinda sitting back and watching as all the
girls gave chocolates to people they admire. Any for me? I LAUGH AT THE
QUESTION!
Lonely lonely lonely. In other news, I've managed to hurt
myself YET AGAIN. I sprained my wrists (yes, PLURAL) on Saturday. Here's how
it all went down:
Friday and Saturday I went Snowboarding with my Rotary
Club. Being the complete and utter retard that I am, I decided that after
NOT GOING SNOWBOARDING IN OVER 3 YEARS, I would start my self out on a blue,
that winds in to a black (for those of you who are clueless to the color
scheme of mountains, green=easy, 10 year old stuff, blue=medium, 15-20 year
old stuff, black=hard, 21-25, double black=pee your pants at the top of the
slope, pray to whatever god you believe and call an ambulance to meet you at
the bottom.... age is 25-30) yeah, a blue, then a black. TO say the least, I
felt sooo cool once I went down. I didn't even crash!!! WOOT FOR ME!! So
yeah, anywayz, After that, the couple that I was skiing/boarding with
decides it would be fun to race... so we go down a blue, STRAIGHT FACE. None
of that falling leaf or weave and tuck crud that they teach you in snowboard
school (that stuff's for WUSSIES!! lol) . Well of course, everyone else on
the mountain was dead set! on GETTIN IN MY WAY, so the basic idea is, I go
flying past the other racers, nearly crash into a pedestrian, go flying
board over head into a nice lil roll down the hill, shoot back up on to my
board, and give chase to the couple now a good 18 meters or so in front of
me. This happened about 5 times before I landed on a sign.... YES, ON A
SIGN! The mountain had about 8 feet of snow, COMPACT, so the signs were
BURIED. but I landed on one, hit it with my right hand, and hurt my right
hand really bad. We called it a day after that (it was about 4 anywayz, time
to go soak in a Public bath) and I rode calmly home with a BIG smile on my
face. (by rode, I mean I rode on a snowmobile that we called to come pick me
up.) Saturday showed that my hand felt fine, so back out on to the slopes I
went! I went down a couple of blues, and then hit another black. I was doing
JUST fine until this stupid skier thought it would be fun to play tracks (a
game where someone skies over your board or skis and sees if you freak out
and fall. Last one standing wins. ridiculous game that people get killed
over sometimes). Well, of course, having such a thing unannounced be put on
me, I flipped out and went CRASHING down the hill, slamming into a tree.
Blacked out for about a minute, woke up, took my cell outta my jacket,
called the snowmobile guy, told him what happened and to pick me up and then
fell asleep. Woke up in the hotel room, dressed in the hotel's yukata, both
of my wrists wrapped up in ace bandages with a note on both of them saying
"touch don't". yes, touch don't. Deciding to touch don't, I left the hotel
room, went down to the public bath, ordered a giant amount of food and such
to eat in the bath and then relaxed until it was time to go.
The trip was really nice, and I did have a GREAT TIME. I
was kinda sad that they didn't have a terrain course, but I guess that'll
just have to wait until I get back in to Colorado....hee hee....
I'm fine though.... I don't even have the bandages on
anymore. My wrists still kinda hurt, but it's only when I use them in
excess...... I guess that's all for now. Hope everyone has fun.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIN!!!! MUCH LOVE!!!!!!
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!! TONS OF LOVE!!! Hope
everyone finds their sweetheart!!
mwah mwah, cuz we're all french,
Strained Sprain Stew |
March 22 Journal
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This past weekend was a roller coaster of waking up at 6 am every
single day (Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday) and going to bed at around
midnight or so. While normally this would not appease me in any way, I have to
claim that those past four days were EXTREMELY FUN! Now why would someone who
loathes waking up anything earlier than noon on a weekend say that waking up 6
hours prior to bliss is content with all that?.....
It tends to happen when that person is part of the
Kanazawa Philharmonic Orchestra! Wheee!!! And, to make things more exciting,
OUR CONCERT WAS SUNDAY!!! YAY!!! Oh maaaan was that fun! I have to thank all
my fans, (bows majestically) and most importantly, Mr. and Mrs. Washikita
for introducing me to playing in this fun ensemble! (Mr. Washikita is a
Violist and Mrs. Washikita is the First Chair Flutist.) Mr. Washikita is a
member of my Rotary Club and was overjoyed to hear that I can play the bass!
He instantly grabbed me and started bugging me about going to practices with
them and all of that kind of thing. I was a bit nervous to say the least
(this happens to be way back in September) and I didn't have enough time to
get a hang to that particular set of music, but apparently they were very
impressed by my playing skills! So they instead invited me to the concert in
October. I accepted and have to admit, I'm stunned at the professional level
that these people play! Sure the clarinets were a tad off, but it's to be
expected. But the concert went very smoothly, I was impressed, and was,
again, invited to come play with them.
November came and went, and even December was half way
through before I heard anything about the orchestra again. When I did, I was
asked to come into have a "practice round" as they called it in the mail.
Actually, it was basically just testing to see if I was "up-to-par" with
them. I performed well enough to be sat in as 3rd chair (out of 7)! To say
the least, I was PROFOUNDLY SURPRISED! I think they were just being humble
and letting me take a guest seat. I don't know, but from the middle of
December on, I went to practice with the Washikitas every single Saturday
from 5:40 until 11:30 ish.
We all had an incredible time practicing and perfecting
our three concert pieces: Marche Slave by Tchaikovsky, Schubert's 5th
Symphony, Dvorak's 7th or 8th Symphony and our small encore piece titled
Slave Dance. I'm a veteran of Marche Slave and have no problems playing it,
but Schubert and Dvorak threw me for such a loop that I had to seek guidance
with our first chair. Mr. Sansei, completely in Japanese and no use of a
dictionary or anything, taught me ALL of the words that the conductor uses
(which is incredible because they have their own words for just about
everything that we have in Italian) and showed me finger tricks and all
sorts of things. Mr. Sansei greatly improved my ability, and I can now play
Schubert and Dvorak like I play Marche Slave!
Well, eventually last Saturday rolled around, and with it,
our last informal practice. We were all dying to play at the concert,
knowing that we can truly impress all those who came. Sunday arose with me
awake, (I daren't say wide awake..... that would definitely be over-doing
it. Let's just stick with the word "mobile" for the time being) and eating
breakfast (rice, an egg-roll and some ham) while studying Dvorak's 7/8th
symphony. The Washikita's picked me up bright and early, we drove into
Kanazawa Bunka Hall, and then waited for about 2 hours for my bass to
arrive. (the guy who was supposed to be transporting all of the heavy stuff
had over-slept.) My bass finally arrives and I can begin the pre-Concert
ritual of psyching myself up and practicing every small aspect of the music.
Dress rehearsal begins and goes on and on and on.... for about 5 or 6 hours
we practiced. I was so tired, I could barely even stand. I quickly took a 30
minute nap (after changing into what has to be the tightest clothing I have
ever wore in my life, Mr. Washikita's spare Tuxedo) and felt much better
afterwards. Awaking with a "kimochiiiiiiiii!" I quickly did some scales on
my bass and set off for the stage.
The concert was amazing. I only counted 4 mistakes that I
made the whole entire time!! WHOO! We all played really hard and gave it our
all. I thought Schubert was the best, even though it was the longest. We had
practiced that piece till our fingertips were bleeding, so it's nice to know
that we performed it to our full potential. The concert lasted a total of 3
hours, minus the 15 minute break. What stunned me.... no, FLOORED me, was
when I was asked to come up to the front of the stage and was given a
bouquet of flowers by a kindergartener. What made this part stick out in my
mind is 2 things. Number 1, I instantly realized that the bouquet of flowers
was practically twice the size of the kid. And number 2, a good 1/4 of the
crowd were people that I had invited. I was so stunned that I just kinda
stumbled through a brief speech, "ureshikatta desu..... phewww, Ureshikatta."
(I turned to the orchestra) "Otsukaresama degozaimasu!" (back to the crowd)
"Honti ni, arigatou gozaimashita!" (bow bow bow bow bow). Rough translation:
" Oh god, I feel GREAT! That was incredible!" ..... the part to the
orchestra doesn't really have a translation, but you say it to congratulate
each other on a performance well done, and the last part "Sincerely, thank
you all!" and then multiple rows of bowing incurred.
After the concert, everyone went out drinking. I, wrapping
my hands up in bandages, instead pleaded with my host family to go to
Okonomiyaki! We went and had some of the BEST Okonomiyaki and Omochya on the
face of this earth! I loved it! I don't really recall the rest of the
night.....
The next morning, yet again, I got up bright and early to
go see a friend's concert and cheer her on. She did a really good job and we
attended the party afterwards (until 3ish). After that, we hit the shops! I,
being completely broke as I always am at the end of the month, decided on
just buying a Chai from Starbucks (something I haven't had in WELL over 3
months) and just tagged along with Hikari. We visited tons of used and
vintage stores, looked at some amazing pieces of Japanese pottery and things
of that sort and generally just got along very well. Time flew, I missed
dinner (a serious no-no in Japan), called my host mom who is the most
understandable person in the world, apologized THOROUGHLY, told her that
I'll eat in Kanazawa (they didn't save seconds for me) and would be home by
9. Well, time never stopped flying and before I knew it, it was 7:10. Time
to be heading home. We decided to walk back to the station from kata-machi
(a 20 minute walk, normally) but we kept on stopping and didn't get to the
station until 7:50. I missed the train that would have gotten me home BEFORE
9 and instead had to take the train that left me at Nishi-Takaoka at exactly
9!! I hopped on my bike, and quite literally, 7 minutes and 5 kilometers
later, arrived at the door-step to my house, out of breath, tears streaming
for fear of breaking my host families trust and generally just feeling very
tired about the whole ordeal. I get inside, go into the living-room, and do
something that quite possibly hasn't been done in that house in over a
hundred years. I performed a Zei-Bow. Used for only the most SEVERE CRIMES
and begging for forgiveness, it represents a more or less complete hand over
of what yourself to whoever you're bowing to, and begging for their
forgiveness. My host mom and dad were STUNNED by this and instantly had me
up, saying that I did nothing wrong. My father happened to have drank a lot
last night, so he was laughing full-heartedly at my apology. They say they
figured that I had gotten on the 9:00 arrival train. No harm was done, I'm
glad to say. Actually, if anything, tons of good might have happened on
account of this..... who knows? But at least they know that I take my
relationship with them VERY DEARLY. To me, they are my family and it's scary
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May 10 Journal
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Mina san e,
ousu!!! Minna genki? It's about time I write out a report,
isn't it! Sorry it's taken so long, but things have just been moving faster
than lightning.... maybe not grease lightning, but definitely regular
lightning... Anywhoo, April was incredible. Starting off on the 2nd day of
April, we (being the exchange students, and a couple of Rotary guys) flew on
down the tracks to Oosaka. (for those of you who DON'T know, Oosaka is
indeed spelled with 2 o's) We were ecstatic about the whole idea of seeing
the country and whatnot. For many of us (including me) this was our first
time outside of our district. So off to Oosaka. First day there was filled
with.... an aquarium and the "world's largest ferris wheel".... that we're
pretty sure isn't, but oh well, it was still splendid. We don't get much
time to hang out together so seeing everyone and being able to talk is was
good. For dinner, Mexican.... ahem, pardon, Japanese-Mexican food. That is
to say, it was Mexican looking, with a Japanese name and more often than
not, wasabi and other Japanese spices on it. Oh well, I'm pretty sure they
were a lot closer to real Mexican food than Taco Bell.
The second day was spent out at Universal Studios Japan.
This was pretty cool actually, despite my numerous previous ventures to the
exact same theme park in Orlando. This time, I did it with someone who had
no previous ventures, and wasn't sure what to expect. Sooo, we ran around,
trying to fill in our time as best as possible and generally took in the
whole theme park in just that 1 day. Our biggest surprise of the day was, by
far, meeting the other exchange students. You see, in Toyama and Kanazawa,
our Rotary club only allows students from Australia, Canada and America to
come in and stay here. Therefore, we were happily surprised to finally meet
people from countries that DON'T speak English! So, off into the unknown
world of speaking to a person from France who has almost no English
experience, and doing it all in Japanese! Whoo, fun times. Too bad we had a
Japanese guy controlling us, otherwise we would have definitely hung out
with them more (they were from the Oosaka area and were all getting together
at USJ too). But we were shuffled out into the train terminal and it was
back to the hotel for us. The awesome thing was, though, that when we got
into Oosaka and started our lil shopping sprees, we ran into a friend of
ours from Toyama!!! COINCIDENCE?!?! I THINK SOO!!! This had our day made. We
all went out for some kick-butt Okonomiyaki, shopped around a bit and
generally had tons of fun! Great times in Oosaka.
Third day: Third day was Hiroshima. I, personally, was not
looking forward to this because to me, this represented quite possibly the
WORST thing America, and the world, has ever seen or done. Going to the
museum of that bombing had me shaking, to tell the truth. I was horrified at
the actual amount of destruction and devastation that our, MY country had
done to the country I was now living in. Talk about a humbling experience,
ne? I couldn't think of anything else to do at the time, but I put my
regards of the whole "nuclear war" concept into the guestbook. What
absolutely amazed me though is how the Japanese recuperated from the
situation. If America was bombed like that, you can put who ever bombed us
as the number 1 hated country in America, but in Japan, they don't see it
like that. They look at it more with the idea of "it was an experiment. We
know what these things can do and we have to make sure that they're NOT
USED! We don't want another Hiroshima or Nagasaki to happen in this world
EVER AGAIN!" While coming to realize that this is the way they thought of
it, and put no personal grudge against the US, all I could do was get this
horrible choked-up feeling in me. This feeling that this country, these
peoples grandmas and grandpas were brutally murdered just for an experiment,
just for a TEST, and yet they held no grudge. They looked at it in the most
positive light possible and celebrate it as a day in which Peace should be
started on. Not so much of the ending, more as a beginning. To say the
least, I was in tears by the end of it.
That night, we had Italian. We had all recovered from the
museum and realized we were DANG HUNGRY! So, off to "the number 1 Italian
restaurant in Hiroshima". The sign does NOT lie here, it is indeed the
number 1 Italian restaurant . Granted it still can't be our own Bob Rella,
but that's a tough number to pass....
The next, and last day was Miyajima. This is probably my
favorite place out of the whole trip. This has GOT TO BE THE COOLEST ISLAND
ON EARTH! You know, how many islands can sport the idea of being greeted by
deer? That's right, there were TONS of deer, just casually walking around
the island. You can pet them, give them food (some of them will try to eat
your pamphlets.... poor Courtney), and just generally have a really cool
time. This place also holds one of Japan's more prominent features, the
Water Gate. It's a giant temple gate that's out in the middle of the ocean.
Incredible to say the least! I spent my time on this island climbing the
mountains with Tucker, Brad and Sara, and then going swimming in the
ocean.... IN OUR BOXERS!!!!.....(pictures to come soon).... It was
great!.... until we saw the Jellyfish and then went "ocean running" back to
shore. (you know, that silly run that people do when they try to get to
shore really fast. They pull their legs up really high and try to run.) Time
ran out a lil too fast in our opinion, but it was time to go back. I bought
my Rotary club, my host family and my teachers Hiroshima sweets which
Japanese people have been known to kill for. Smart move on my part. Thus
concludes my Oosaka trip. After Miyaijima, it was on the bullet train back
to Toyama. It was an INCREDIBLE TIME! I really hope I can go back there
sometime.
Well, time is up for me, and I haven't even covered
Tokyo....... I guess that'll be next time!!! Otanoshimi!!!
Suchu yori |
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